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Counting

While hanging out with my girl trying to get her to take a nap.

Me: Nik. How old are you now?

Niki: Six. Alicia’s six too.

Me: Really? On her next birthday how old will she be?

Niki: Seven.

Me: Yeah! Chop is three. How old will he be on his next birthday?

Niki: Four!

Me: What about sissy? How old is she?

Niki: Two.

Me: No. She’s one. How old will she be?

Niki: Two.

Me: Daddy is 29. How old will he be?

Niki: Um. Forty.

Me: HAHAH! No sweetie. He’ll be thirty. Mommy is 28, how old will I be on my next birthday.

Niki: Fourteen.

Me: Oh wow. Um. No. I’ll be 29.

She’s so smart.

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Getting crafty with it

and a little jiggy.

So, I bought this box at Value Village for like a dollar.

I decided I was going to get a little crafty and make it pretty for Niki. It’s a music box with a dancing ballerina. Except, the ballerina is broken, so I have to fix it.

I got some Mod Podge and tore up some pretty paper and glued them on there. This is the product so far.

I’ve been adding some stickers and other stuff I’ve been collecting over the years and I’m going to paint her name on there. Maybe add some ribbon. I’m not completely sure yet.

I’ll post the final product later. Hopefully it’ll turn out good.

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Getting crafty with it

and a little jiggy.

So, I bought this box at Value Village for like a dollar.

I decided I was going to get a little crafty and make it pretty for Niki. It’s a music box with a dancing ballerina. Except, the ballerina is broken, so I have to fix it.

I got some Mod Podge and tore up some pretty paper and glued them on there. This is the product so far.

I’ve been adding some stickers and other stuff I’ve been collecting over the years and I’m going to paint her name on there. Maybe add some ribbon. I’m not completely sure yet.

I’ll post the final product later. Hopefully it’ll turn out good.

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Maeby she’ll become an artist

maeby_painter

Took her outside to get some fresh air. The paints had been sitting out a bit because Niki had just been out there prior to taking a nap. I let her go to town. First thing she did: put the paint covered brush in her mouth. Yum!

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King of Hearts.

So tired, and so.. well sore. I have a cardiologist appointment around 11am today. It’s going to suck, I have to wear this “King of Hearts” monitor for a whole month! I don’t really know exactly how my skin is gonna handle those sticky things. Last heart monitor was only on for 24 hours and ended up making me welt and bleed. Not looking too forward to that.

I think way too much and I hate it. Sometimes even overbearing. I keep it tucked in pretty well though. I’ve been thinking about this for awhile since well the doctor didn’t want to believe I wasn’t depressed. But I am. I don’t really understand it but, It’s been getting worse. I see myself as worthless, and I don’t want to anymore. I think of death too much. Myself and others, I am scared to be alone. I am so scared of loosing any of my family, and it hurts so much to know I will. It also hurts that my Mother thinks I do not care for her. When almost everything I do I think of her. There are so many things going through my mind and I just want it to end. And talk about anxiety. I know I have it, I panic. I was thinking about getting depression medicine and maybe something for anxiety at my next doctors appointment. I believe it’s on the 14th of next month. Iuno, wish me luck.

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