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Merry Christmas, and a HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Just wanted to tell everyone merry.. . late x-mas and hope you have a GREAT new years!

I can’t believe it’s almost 2008, man where did the damn year go?! I need to get out more, seriously. Just about every year I think it’s my new year’s resolution to quit smoking cigarettes.. HAHA it will never prevail, so this time.. . I think I’ll just not have a resolution so I can’t fail!

I’m getting on disability soon! Due to my health problems, it’s impossible for me to work. So I applied for disability and then I’ll be able to afford the many visits to the doctors again. I’ll have insurance! Maybe we’ll get to the bottom of these stupid pains and I’ll be able to live my life again. I wanna do so much, but I think even if I was “healthy”, I don’t think I’d know where to start. It kinda scares me.

I have SOOO many pictures I want to post up, and edit and.. yes, but I never seem to have enough “alone” time these days. I’m very self-conscious and can’t work under supervision. I’m weird like that. I know I can do good though, and I know I could be better.. I need more motivation dammit!

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The Baeby, the Sissy and the Pantry.

Lorelai climbs into the bottom pantry and disappears. I call to Dave and say,
“Look. The baeby is going to Narnia”
. This happened about a month ago.

Last night, she climbed in again, but Niki saw her this time. She calls out to me and says,

“Mommy! The baeby’s going to California again!”

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The Baeby, the Sissy and the Pantry.

Lorelai climbs into the bottom pantry and disappears. I call to Dave and say,
“Look. The baeby is going to Narnia”
. This happened about a month ago.

Last night, she climbed in again, but Niki saw her this time. She calls out to me and says,

“Mommy! The baeby’s going to California again!”

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The Baeby, the Sissy and the Pantry.

Lorelai climbs into the bottom pantry and disappears. I call to Dave and say,
“Look. The baeby is going to Narnia”
. This happened about a month ago.

Last night, she climbed in again, but Niki saw her this time. She calls out to me and says,

“Mommy! The baeby’s going to California again!”

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Shake Like Jelly

Videos from Niki’s 2007 Winter Concert.
She was awesome. I loved every second of it.

SANTA MAMBO


    Chorus:
    We want to see Santa do the mambo, the mambo
    See santa do the mambo, the mambo
    See santa do the mambo, the mambo
    Mambo Santa Clause

    *Chorus

    You don’t have to bring me a choo choo train
    My Sis don’t want a toy
    Mom don’t want a diamond ring
    And Papa just wants some joy

    *Chorus

    We like your tummy big and round
    Your kisses have got around
    Just want to see you mambo and
    I hope you won’t let us down

    *Chorus

    Well my Papa does the mambo on a cane
    My Mom is learning too
    You shouldn’t feel anything cause
    We can do the mambo too

    *Chorus

SNOWFLAKES FALLING FROM THE SKY and THE WINTER SONG

    Snowflakes falling from the sky,
    From the sky, from the sky
    Snowflakes falling from the sky,
    To the earth below

    Watch them as the dance and whirl,
    Dance and whirl, dance and whirl
    Watch them as the dance and whirl,
    Soft white winter snow

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    Let’s sing a winter song, let’s sing a winter song,
    The days are short, the nights are long,
    Let’s sing a winter song.

    The winter wind is cold, the winter wind is cold
    It freezes noses, ears, and toes.
    The winter wind is cold.

    Winter now is here, winter now is here
    Put on your coat, your hat, your gloves
    Winter now is here.

*A few pics from the concert.
**Bonus video from Nik’s 5th grade mentor/friend, Jenna: Hip Hop Reindeer

Sorry about the quality of the videos.. I had to compress them to upload them. If you want the originals, let me know and I might just email them to you.

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Shake Like Jelly

Videos from Niki’s 2007 Winter Concert.
She was awesome. I loved every second of it.

SANTA MAMBO


    Chorus:
    We want to see Santa do the mambo, the mambo
    See santa do the mambo, the mambo
    See santa do the mambo, the mambo
    Mambo Santa Clause

    *Chorus

    You don’t have to bring me a choo choo train
    My Sis don’t want a toy
    Mom don’t want a diamond ring
    And Papa just wants some joy

    *Chorus

    We like your tummy big and round
    Your kisses have got around
    Just want to see you mambo and
    I hope you won’t let us down

    *Chorus

    Well my Papa does the mambo on a cane
    My Mom is learning too
    You shouldn’t feel anything cause
    We can do the mambo too

    *Chorus

SNOWFLAKES FALLING FROM THE SKY and THE WINTER SONG

    Snowflakes falling from the sky,
    From the sky, from the sky
    Snowflakes falling from the sky,
    To the earth below

    Watch them as the dance and whirl,
    Dance and whirl, dance and whirl
    Watch them as the dance and whirl,
    Soft white winter snow

    ————————

    Let’s sing a winter song, let’s sing a winter song,
    The days are short, the nights are long,
    Let’s sing a winter song.

    The winter wind is cold, the winter wind is cold
    It freezes noses, ears, and toes.
    The winter wind is cold.

    Winter now is here, winter now is here
    Put on your coat, your hat, your gloves
    Winter now is here.

*A few pics from the concert.
**Bonus video from Nik’s 5th grade mentor/friend, Jenna: Hip Hop Reindeer

Sorry about the quality of the videos.. I had to compress them to upload them. If you want the originals, let me know and I might just email them to you.

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Brenda

Happy 43rd Birthday to my sister. I do not know why she can not even take my calls? I guess that is what happens when you grow up and everyone goes on with their life. They forget about their siblings and their parents. Why has that not happened to me? I worry so much about everyone and feel like I am going to loose them all. It is driving me insane. I do love you Brenda.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BRENDA

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

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Why?????????

Why is life so hard? Way to much for me to handle. People act like they do not care. It really hurts me. Way to much fighting, it brings bad memories back for me and it is tearing me up. I want to take the kids and run. I know what they are feeing and it is hurting me so bad. I need to do something about it too. It can not go on like this anymore. Something has got to change. It has gotten way out of hand. What do I do? Where do I go?

Also soooooooo worried about Mandy. I do not know what is wrong with her. She will not even go to see a doctor. This is also getting to me. Why does she not see what she is doing to me? Why? Does she not care? She even stops breathing. Her heart slows way down and her BP is so low. She is hurting in the back, chest, stomach and she said shehas a hard time breathing. Her ears ring and a couple of times she could not hear. She says her body gets really hot and it starts to tingle all over and then she passes out. What do I do? I can not force her to see a doctor. HELP? What can I do? I am so scared when she leaves the house, scared I will not see her again. I am scared to leave the house too. I feel like I am loosing my mind. WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?

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TO All MY GRANDSONS

First of all I want you to know that I love you all so very much. I hope I am around when you go on your first date. Preparing for a date can be quite nerve-wracking, even for the most mature of individuals. Here are some guide lines to to help you:

1. MAKE SURE YOU KNOW Her WELL ENOUGH TO GO ON A DATE WITH Her

2. Make sure dad & mom like her. If they don’t something is wrong with her. Parents know. ( right Mike & Joshua?)

3. Tell your dates parents what time you will bring her home. Don’t be late. Don’t forget to tell your parents too.

4. Don’t be late coming home. Parents get REALLY REALLY worried. If you are going to be late ie flat tire CALL both homes, let them know.

5. Always know if for any reason you need a ride home, phone home. Your parents will pick you up. Know matter what.

6. Where something that is nice.

7. Make sure the place you go, you will enjoy too.

8. Holding hands are okay, only if you want too. Open all doors for her. Pull the chair out for her. Forget womens lib. They do like that.

9. If she wants a kiss, only on the cheek. She will respect you more. If not, she is not worth going on a second date.

10. Last but not least, have fun…..

11. No girl/women are worth fighting for. Remember that.

P/S Our family can add to this if they want.

Love, Grandma Auayan

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Cocoa

Cocoa died on the 24th of last month.. It’s been so hard not seeing her around anymore. She was the best dog ever. I feel like I’ve let her down, I feel like it was my fault. I miss her so much. I don’t see how all this is happening to me. I’m getting everything I’ve loved ripped away from me. I can’t take it anymore. I’m breaking down more and more each day.

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RIP. Cocoa-Chu. I love and miss you with all my heart!
My little otter. -.-
1999-2007

I’m getting even more sick. I’m in pain almost 24/7, popping pain pills to stay sane. What have I done to deserve all this?! People make mistakes, but they’re suppose to be forgiven right? I wish I could do so much more, I feel so weak all the time. I’ve been excluded from things all my life because of my health and I hate it. I wish I could help my family, I wish I could be someone so I could. I feel I’ve let down everyone just by being me. I’m sorry I can’t be something more.

Cocoa, I’m sorry I let you down, it was all my fault, and now you’re gone because of it. I took you for granted. I miss you so much. I hope there is a dog heaven, because I know you’d be there.

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